juillet 2012
omg it’s a month until I can get my hands on the September issue
farrrrrrrr too many feels

I just need somebody to
lovefuck
why am I so enthralled by the equestrian events today? what is my life?
how am I only now discovering Hole? Fucking hell welcome to the 90s
I am alive in the darkness
Connected to a certain happiness
Never twice the same, untraceable.
The offspring, we both, of
A rain, cleansing and consoling
To all. To the mind a plenty with worry,
Toxic with thoughts, which poisonous,
Prey upon the innocent mentality.
To the soul, concerned so much with
The others, l’enfer. Conscious of all pain
Caused, absorbing all that is inflicted.As I recede into the darkness
I spin, flirting with the scents
Palpable around me.
I sense a barrier, invisible;
The perimeter becomes evident.
Beyond it lies a world faded of colour;
A myriad of lights blinding them
From what they fear to embrace
Secluding themselves evermore
Far from the murky rain
Of happiness.‘Safe’ in the comforting heat
they are stifled unknowingly
by odourless gas, turning putrid
their lives. Now all
selfsame. Their shared enemy,
the threat:
the minority, the daring, the different.
Forever headlights ablaze,
They speed
Slowing and stopping
Ebbing and flowing only for dire need.And thus I remain near light,
In my darkness, happy.
And they, seeking never the antithesis
Perish in the light.
The negative space
tangible. I am accustomed
to emptiness; yet
it is evermore evident.
The dark space
taking your shape,
fitting to your form.
But you remain
the preverbal question:
you, who?
For I know not and
I fear, nor do you.
lying in bed listening to Noah and the Whale. Please for the love of god some boy better come spoon me.
i’m actually a lot classier than my blog would lead you to believe
the shift. or the ride.
there are too many gorgeous people over here…
I concur. I’ve started having sex dreams about people from X Factor.
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he’s perfect
PREACH.
He whips Tom Daley’s ass in my opinion
Danell Leyva is less than a year and a half older than me
what the actual fuck?
how is this possible? LOOK AT HIM